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some of you dont use facebook, and i constantly forget that. but also i dont write like this on facebook.
so, ive started my own brand called "Organic Mechanic" if you guys havent figured that out. now you will find lots of books drawn and colored by me, written by me and others. here is the only page i have for it, so far .
so, im getting out of coloring, and little by little i see a light at the dreary dark tunnel that is being a colorist month after month, deadline after deadline (all the while being passed over and treated like we arent much to a comic book's success, even if a few people cry out that we are and that they appreciate us). and it feels really damn good, i must say. ive always considered myself an artist to the core, and its all ive ever wanted to do, for better or worse. but for the last 8 years, the times ive had to work on my own piece of art or painting probably could be counted using my fingers and toes. 8 years!!! (not counting secret life of crows)
you want success? be careful what you wish for.
so, now that i can move more in that direction, i feel right as rain. i have lots of stories i want to tell and the secret life of crows is just one of them. i want to tell stories that dont preach to the audience but find a calm way of perhaps showing the audience different ways of thinking. and maybe stories that make your heart ache with sadness, or happiness. something that makes you feel alive, and you never know what is going to come next.
stories like that are usually my fave, and i know that when i create stories from now on they will likely be in my own taste, which seems to do just fine elsewhere in my life. so we shall see.
oh, ALSO big fucking deal here. i have found the solfeggio tones and have been meditating. its odd what this has already done for me, in the span of just a couple short weeks. i feel lighter, healthier, more energetic, i sleep less, feel brighter metally and it certainly feels like its cleared my head of mudd. not to mention, if this is such a thing (and i say this because even i dont know what to think yet), i started displaying 10 signs of a spiritual awakening, down to the actual physical sensations. but really, find some high quality .mp3's of them and give it a shot. some of them quite literally feel good to listen to. and dont be afraid if you cry, its pent up emotions that need to come out. my favrite ones are the ancient harmonies sung by humans, rather than the beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeps that are made with some instrument that sound like the tv just went off air (though at first those worked for me too). this is the one i listen to, but the youtube recording of it isnt quite as effective as a full fledged mp3 and beats headphones...
dont expect music, its not a song. but yes, it is singing. close your eyes and feel it. dont watch whatever video these play on youtube, some of them are quite lame. but when i listen to this, i feel a pulse in my body that doesnt match up with my heartbeat......and that pulse feels like my soul is breathing.
hard things are realizing that i need to take little steps to be where i want, and be who i want. and the first few are the hardest to take. like when i fell into comics, i did it drastically. i quit my job of 5 years, left my BF of 7 years and moved cross country.
dont be silly now i wont be doing all that again any time soon! but it felt the way it does now. like ive managed to jump into another current in life, and i wont fight it. last time, it took me right where i am now just by doing what i felt was best. it seems as if you will get nowhere if you fight the current of where your life is trying to take you. i long ago decided to wake up, and follow the signs. all you have to do is pay attention. this is a big part of myself.....
but lately i dont feel like i can be all myself all of the time, that is certainly a problem isnt it? first thing to go, is pretending to be who i am not. and by that, i mean i am not reserved, and not very serious, and im silly and goofy and like to be loud, and i love nearly everything and i love to show it.. im going to once again be that same person who follows my heart and my dreams, and what feels once again, like my destiny. may the fire fall away from my life and burn the things that pluck at my skin, and i shall dance amidst the embers.
"pluck the wires from your skin and toss them to the wind"
also, lots of covers lately. like holy FUCK LOTS OF COVERS. i guess this means ive finally made it as a penciller....... *score*.
thats about it, stay classy folks, and remember tact is your friend.
Every pic you have is a whopping punch of awesome to the brain case! Your work looks like something in every major comic book out there! Lurve it, lurve it. Keep it up, I'd love to see a full set of your zodiac covers.